It has been such a long time since we had any kind of meaningful connection. Last September, there was a call for "Goodbye". As it came down, strangely, you said God wanted you to do this. But God has not let me in on this. I don't know how to say goodbye. So without updated instruction, I will carry on with what I know. You will be in my prayers - and your whole family.
This time I have no confidence that we will reconnect. I am not holding out hope. I just miss you - and your absence in my life creates lonelinesses in my days. (Listen)
It really bothers me that I spend so much time trying to figure this out. This is all just plain hard to get.
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